Elisa

                So a really cool new thing has occurred today, my song Young Love is playing on a radio station 107.1 WLIR here in NY, and I am very excited by this...So excited about it that I was told I need to fly away to another island...just kidding I was already going to Antigua, but Im pretty sure that it is a good thing to be away from the excitement for a week. But anyways, if you like the song, and want to express that (sometimes I even laugh at what  I write, lol) you can email and request my song Young Love here:

info@WLIR.com

You can express your need to dance to it, make youtube videos about it, make fun of it, write blogs about it, reviews, and maybe you will even get to be the front page of buzznet if you compare me to a former Panic at the Disco member?Huh?So confused now.I hate when I even confuse myself.

Anyways, see you in the sun and once again I really do appreciate everyone's support. : )

with love,

Elisa

 

One thing the I have learned from the mountains of self-help books I have read is to be thankful for everything I have in life. I spent too many years wanting and needing things, and definetly too many years asking for things. I'm going to Antigua on Saturday, and I spent the whole week this week rushing to do stuff because of my trip, I havent even taken a moment to be happy that Im going there!!!! There is something wrong with that!! One thing that I dont understand about hotels is even after you pay and they take your money, why do u still have to fax stuff there?Dont they trust me that Im coming after they take the money out of my account????Why would I pay them, and not come...Hmmmm..very curious.

       So, Im leaving my computer and Kermit behind here in NY. Now Im wondering if that means I will stay off myspace, or if it means I will annoy others into letting me use theirs. Hmmm... I just dont think its good to have a laptop on the beach. No, its not. Yes, it is. No. Is there wireless on a beach? Can I use the person on the next towel's internet connection?How does sand get involved? And Kermit. I have a few options with her. I could bring her to NJ to my mom's house, to a pet hotel, or to my number one friend's house to watch her....Hmmmmm..I've known my number one friend a month now...

       I like reading into people's lyrics. Bob Dylan, John Lennon, Paul Simon, ect. But I never thought anyone would write a review/article/not sure what that was? about mine. See I think when you are discussing someones lyrics, you should definetly get them written down first so you at least know them before you make fun of them or whatever. That's like being a food critic that doesnt eat the food right? Let's not talk about me for a second, just people. What's up with all these negative almost hate-articles circulating?Poor Britney, that's all I gotta say. I never want to write anything like that again, it cant be good to have all this negativity all around you, like almost people want to see her be depressed and have a sad life. Im curious when all these bad ideas and such happened to her, did it happen when she started to listen to herself instead of her advisors? When do you listen to people?? I know myself I have been listening to others voices and opinions my whole life, and I think Im retiring from this. Antigua is going to be my new start. Only listening to myself for now on.So if you see any strange or erratic behavior, its only me being myself, and no one told me to do that.

       I've gotten some sweet letters recently from people, and hey cutiemuffinsister180 who posted the video on youtube, whomever you are please send me a message to identify yourself, I loved your video it made me so happy and definetly laugh, p.s. who was principal?It reminded me of when I used to put on little plays and sing and make my little brother videotape it.

 I am very afraid of planes by the way, and I read this book written by pilots to make me less afraid, and it made me more afraid!! And I read that book on a PLANE, it was messed up. It actually say the things that could happen that they have no control over and are basically no win situations. Never read a book about the dangers of a plane on a plane, duh.

        So tired, but probably will write tomorrow, since I wont be on for a week! Ahhh!!

            

 

HEY SO I THOUGHT I WOULD WRITE AGAIN, SINCE I WAS LOOKING AT MY LAST POST AND IT LOOKED SO SAD................ And I was very sad for a while, but I heard from one of my favorites shows called Sex in The City  that  it takes you about the time you were seeing someone divided by half to get over them, and I think it works the same with a band, no??? Hey Brent, let me know.

  So it took me much shorter than that for many reasons, which I prefer not to disclose the negative ones, but some really cool and awesome things have been happenning that have been extremely distracting!! I have been recording a lot of new music which has been really fun. I have been aiming with kids, which has been also fun AND FUNNY. You should hear some of the questions I get, most of which would cheer any person up and make them lol. I have been going to a lot of shows, like this week I'm going to go see Jack's Mannequin and Daphne Loves Derby, which I know will be awesome. Oh, yea, did I mention I am going to Antigua with my friend Cristina?? Oh, yea, that was my other blog.  So Im doing that, and it's going to be cool because Cristina is doing makeup for a Marie Claire photo shoot, which I am so lucky to be a part of! Wow, me? If you are surprised, I am more.

 I always loved journal writing, there was a time where I would write a journal entry every morning. In fact, I read a book about this, and in the book it says to test yourself to show you the journal writing is not in vain. It says write down 10 superficial material things you want that you can afford. Then it says:do not buy them, and believe THAT THEY ARE ALREADY YOURS. So I did this. I wrote down a tank top, red boots, a blazer, and some other items. The next day my dad called me and told me he found a box in his basement with a bunch of clothes for me, that he had recieved awhile ago from a fashion designer friend!!!! And then, my best friend Farrah called me to tell me she designed boots for me, in red!!! If you dont believe me, contact me at elisanna@aol.com and I will tell you in detail what exactly happenned. So basically if you write down exactly what you are planning to attain and what you believe, and have alittle bit of faith, what you want is yours. Im telling you, I never had anything so clear and so lucky happen once I connected these ideas.

 Also, I went out on Valentine Day on an actual date. You say, "actual?" I say actual because I usually hate dates.  Especially on Valentines Day, everyone wears red and you have to carry around flowers and a balloon all night, its so humiliating. But this year I like someone enough that I endured it, and I think its ending well. The wheels are definetly in motion. Also, on Valentines day I wrote this song about how I always fall in love with people I shouldnt and it was kind of a joke. I was laughing out loud when I wrote the lyrics so hard my stomach hurt, so I figured it was so stupid it's gotta be good. So now it has its own little video on youtube (thanks to  falloutboy4eva222@yahoo.com). It's funny when I get aim messages, the names are usually like Fallout Boy something, or like Fangs4U or like PanicGurl, or like CobraPete. It's very cute, I should change my screen name to NewKidsOnTheJordan4eva.

Also I now find myself involved in this really cool webzine call Havok Press, its so awesome, and Im not just saying that because Im in it. It has pictures, interviews and all kinds of fun stuff we are all nosey about. So the website is HavokPress.net and then to see my interview you have to go to Voxbox section. I like the interview because it was done when I didnt know I was being replaced in the band, and is actually very telling about the situation at the time. It's almost like, how did she know? Anyways, its a cool site.

So, now I see this site (Buzz, now we are talking about), you can upload videos???See, I was never really included in CS videos, but I will definetly be included in my own!! Thats for sure...so I think I will steal my sister's camera and start having some fun with it, now this is exciting.....maybe we all go to Antigua, and when I say we all, I mean you all. Also, I'm doing an interview at a radio station introducing some songs and playing them accoustically (not on keytar) so maybe I will bring you to Antigua and on-air with me. My sister also invited me to Vegas, but my last Vegas trip didnt bode too well, being that some cowboys stole my passport and wallet and I got kicked out of a club and was crying in the casino. Lol (now, lol, definetly not then.)

So anyways, will be writing again soon, hope everyone enjoyed my extra long blog.Will try to make shorter next time. : )

With Love,

Elisa

Thank you to all the friends that have been contacting me, it really warms my heart to know this experience has not been in vain. Of course I am shocked and hurt by the fact that I have been replaced in the band Cobra Starship. But I can only learn from this situation that I have gained far more than what I have lost. I lost the wonderful experience of touring the world playing for an amazing band and meeting incredible people that have added so much joy in my life. But I have gained so many new friends, that like me, love music and I can only hope that everyone will keep in touch with me. If you have any questions, you may email me at Elisanna@aol.com. God Bless.