Elisa

HEY SO I THOUGHT I WOULD WRITE AGAIN, SINCE I WAS LOOKING AT MY LAST POST AND IT LOOKED SO SAD................ And I was very sad for a while, but I heard from one of my favorites shows called Sex in The City  that  it takes you about the time you were seeing someone divided by half to get over them, and I think it works the same with a band, no??? Hey Brent, let me know.

  So it took me much shorter than that for many reasons, which I prefer not to disclose the negative ones, but some really cool and awesome things have been happenning that have been extremely distracting!! I have been recording a lot of new music which has been really fun. I have been aiming with kids, which has been also fun AND FUNNY. You should hear some of the questions I get, most of which would cheer any person up and make them lol. I have been going to a lot of shows, like this week I'm going to go see Jack's Mannequin and Daphne Loves Derby, which I know will be awesome. Oh, yea, did I mention I am going to Antigua with my friend Cristina?? Oh, yea, that was my other blog.  So Im doing that, and it's going to be cool because Cristina is doing makeup for a Marie Claire photo shoot, which I am so lucky to be a part of! Wow, me? If you are surprised, I am more.

 I always loved journal writing, there was a time where I would write a journal entry every morning. In fact, I read a book about this, and in the book it says to test yourself to show you the journal writing is not in vain. It says write down 10 superficial material things you want that you can afford. Then it says:do not buy them, and believe THAT THEY ARE ALREADY YOURS. So I did this. I wrote down a tank top, red boots, a blazer, and some other items. The next day my dad called me and told me he found a box in his basement with a bunch of clothes for me, that he had recieved awhile ago from a fashion designer friend!!!! And then, my best friend Farrah called me to tell me she designed boots for me, in red!!! If you dont believe me, contact me at elisanna@aol.com and I will tell you in detail what exactly happenned. So basically if you write down exactly what you are planning to attain and what you believe, and have alittle bit of faith, what you want is yours. Im telling you, I never had anything so clear and so lucky happen once I connected these ideas.

 Also, I went out on Valentine Day on an actual date. You say, "actual?" I say actual because I usually hate dates.  Especially on Valentines Day, everyone wears red and you have to carry around flowers and a balloon all night, its so humiliating. But this year I like someone enough that I endured it, and I think its ending well. The wheels are definetly in motion. Also, on Valentines day I wrote this song about how I always fall in love with people I shouldnt and it was kind of a joke. I was laughing out loud when I wrote the lyrics so hard my stomach hurt, so I figured it was so stupid it's gotta be good. So now it has its own little video on youtube (thanks to  falloutboy4eva222@yahoo.com). It's funny when I get aim messages, the names are usually like Fallout Boy something, or like Fangs4U or like PanicGurl, or like CobraPete. It's very cute, I should change my screen name to NewKidsOnTheJordan4eva.

Also I now find myself involved in this really cool webzine call Havok Press, its so awesome, and Im not just saying that because Im in it. It has pictures, interviews and all kinds of fun stuff we are all nosey about. So the website is HavokPress.net and then to see my interview you have to go to Voxbox section. I like the interview because it was done when I didnt know I was being replaced in the band, and is actually very telling about the situation at the time. It's almost like, how did she know? Anyways, its a cool site.

So, now I see this site (Buzz, now we are talking about), you can upload videos???See, I was never really included in CS videos, but I will definetly be included in my own!! Thats for sure...so I think I will steal my sister's camera and start having some fun with it, now this is exciting.....maybe we all go to Antigua, and when I say we all, I mean you all. Also, I'm doing an interview at a radio station introducing some songs and playing them accoustically (not on keytar) so maybe I will bring you to Antigua and on-air with me. My sister also invited me to Vegas, but my last Vegas trip didnt bode too well, being that some cowboys stole my passport and wallet and I got kicked out of a club and was crying in the casino. Lol (now, lol, definetly not then.)

So anyways, will be writing again soon, hope everyone enjoyed my extra long blog.Will try to make shorter next time. : )

With Love,

Elisa